Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts

Sunday, May 20, 2012

summer!


I’m so excited. I’ll be spending this summer in Newport, RI. (and I already have a killer tan!) Living with my boyfriend. And although I haven’t technically found a job yet I’m hoping I’ll be nannying for an adorable family. (here’s hoping) But I am absolutely positive that this summer will be the best ever. All my friends and I will finally be in the same town for the whole summer. My boyfriend is not leaving for ANY part of the summer and thus don’t have to be in a long distance relationship for any of the summer. It’s the last summer before I go to college and my boyfriend and I go our separate ways. 8 hours separate to be exact. I’m determined for this to be the best summer of my life. I need to remember that after a year with only long distance friendships and absolutely no drama, adjusting back may take some time. I vow to let drama roll off my back this summer. I refuse to get caught up in anything that might detract from my summer of perfection. I also vow to go running at least 3 times a week. I’m losing 10 lbs. IMMEDIATELY. I also vow to eat healthy. Besides my occasional donut I will cut out my usual pile of junk food. I’m replacing my Hostess with hummus and pita and apples and peanut butter. I can do this. Right? 


Saturday, November 26, 2011

what if i get home and

My expectations for my return home are way too high. I've been looking forward to it since I got here so how can it possibly live up to my expectations?? Right?? I just feel like all my friends have moved on without me and when I get back it's going to be weird and they'll fit together better without me. Maybe that's crazy, but it doesn't mean I'm not freaking out about it. God damn.
So this is just a notice that as of now I'm lowering my expectations. When I go home I just want to relax and have a nice Christmas with my family. And anything else that works out is just... icing on the cake. Is that too much to ask for?



but what's cake without the icing?