I’m so excited. I’ll be spending this summer in
Newport, RI. (and I already have a killer tan!) Living with my boyfriend. And
although I haven’t technically found
a job yet I’m hoping I’ll be nannying for an adorable family. (here’s hoping)
But I am absolutely positive that this summer will be the best ever. All my
friends and I will finally be in the same town for the whole summer. My
boyfriend is not leaving for ANY part of the summer and thus don’t have to be
in a long distance relationship for any of the summer. It’s the last summer
before I go to college and my boyfriend and I go our separate ways. 8 hours
separate to be exact. I’m determined for this to be the best summer of my life.
I need to remember that after a year with only long distance friendships and
absolutely no drama, adjusting back may take some time. I vow to let drama roll
off my back this summer. I refuse to get caught up in anything that might detract
from my summer of perfection. I also vow to go running at least 3 times a week.
I’m losing 10 lbs. IMMEDIATELY. I also vow to eat healthy. Besides my
occasional donut I will cut out my usual pile of junk food. I’m replacing my
Hostess with hummus and pita and apples and peanut butter. I can do this.
Right?
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Sunday, May 20, 2012
Saturday, November 26, 2011
what if i get home and
My expectations for my return home are way too high. I've been looking forward to it since I got here so how can it possibly live up to my expectations?? Right?? I just feel like all my friends have moved on without me and when I get back it's going to be weird and they'll fit together better without me. Maybe that's crazy, but it doesn't mean I'm not freaking out about it. God damn.
So this is just a notice that as of now I'm lowering my expectations. When I go home I just want to relax and have a nice Christmas with my family. And anything else that works out is just... icing on the cake. Is that too much to ask for?
So this is just a notice that as of now I'm lowering my expectations. When I go home I just want to relax and have a nice Christmas with my family. And anything else that works out is just... icing on the cake. Is that too much to ask for?
but what's cake without the icing?
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