So after a
completely ghastly day at school today I have come to the conclusion that
teaching is definitely not for me. Trying to discipline one of my students and
she laughed in my face like it was a total joke. When the “real” teacher
confronted her about it she said, and I quote, “I don’t respect her. She’s not
a real teacher.” ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING. I have been a part of this classroom
since February and this is how I’m treated. Fuck that shit. Another student
told me today, “You’re not fun. You never let us do anything and I like Talia
(the “real” teacher) way better.” Awesome. That’s great. My life rocks. Talia
had been giving reading tests in the library individually to students so I was
left to look over the class during Reading and Writing Workshop. I literally
couldn’t deal with the class at all. The feeling of complete and utter lack of
control was terrifying. And I never wish to have it again. NO MÁS. Thank God
I’m flying home in less than 4 days. Fuck the fourth grade.
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